Hi Spain, how are you?
I have a problem... Well there's a guy at school that I REALLY like, meaning I can't stop thinking about him and being around him makes me feel... Well... Just plain nice! So I told him what I feel and we've started going out, but this is the first guy I've ever dated (I'm a Freshman in highschool, apparently it's shocking I've never kissed a guy besides my dad) and I really like it... When I'm with him.
While I'm with him, everything feels just perfect but when I'm away and thinking about it, I sort of feel scared about getting close to him... It confused me for a while but then I realized that I'm scared of falling in love with him.
I really like him a lot and of course I don't want to hurt him, but what do I do? Half of me wants to turn and run, like I just want to go back to the way things were without worrying about this, but the other half wants to stay with him for, well, as long as possible.
I know I'm young and shouldn't be worrying about this sort of thing and focus on my schoolwork but I just can't ignore what I'm feeling. So what do I do???
Thank you so much for reading this!